the drama gets to me.
people need to grow the fuck up already.

i just want everything to change and to stay the same. i want to fix everything. that's it.

i just bought shoes online.
how exciting is that?

i kinda thought it was.
especially since i said it was a gift. i'm too cheap to pay extra to get it giftwrapped for myself, but i did send myself a note with the package.
in 6-9 days, i will be getting a decent-sized box filled with shoes AND a ridiculous note.
one of which may not fit [DAMN YOU CLEARANCE SHOES!]

but it'll be exciting to get another package.
i've gotten one letter and one package since college started.
both are from my dad.
:/
they count, but not really. [they count just about as much as sending yourself shoes counts...]


today was an easy class day- i start at eleven with linguistics and finish at three-fifteen after rhetoric written argument.
and that's with an hour and forty-five minute break in between.
tomorrow is my 'hard' day.
i start at eight with art history and go until eleven-fifty with an hour break between ten and eleven.
anthropology is a fun class; i have a great teacher who is funny and interesting. she showed the class the myotonic goat video that lain showed me last year. that only reminded me of pappert's class and of fun times with lain. D;
philosophy, my last class of the day, nearly goes over my head. half the things the teacher talks about i don't want to think about and the other half i don't understand.
my plan for that class is simple: extra credit. :D

two days ago, emily and i went on an adventure to the fashion valley mall.
its pretty much the COOLEST MALL OF ALL TIME.
and i've been to a couple of malls, mon amie.
after some difficulties with public transportation, we made it to the mall. its set up as a two story outdoor mall and has nearly every store you'd want. well, every store i wanted.
thanks to bargain hunting i bought various tanks, shoes, and bags. [surprise!]
we crammed our way on the trolley with our bags around eight o' clock sunday night.

on saturday, emily's friends matt, willie, and kristin drove down to visit.
the five of us spent the day in downtown san diego at the beach, seaport village, salvation army, in and out, and yogurtland.
the waves were really calm but the ocean was too cold and choked with seaweed for me to stay in long. it was nice being in a car for the first time in a week and a half- walking everywhere really takes its toll [especially on my calves- they look hot btw. :D]
most of all, driving around at night with deathcab and crazy indie music blasting just made me miss my friends back home.

i should get back to reading for anthro and philosophy class tomorrow.
i'l probably end up watching some more of last season of the office.
:D