i've been weird lately.
the family blew up on friday. too much use of the word 'tone' and too much crying. annoying.

but finally summer feels like its beginning. sonic did a lot for me. the whole day did, actually. first day out all week. tomorrow i have the car for my second job interview [not at the same place, sadly]. its only a temp agency, so it wouldn't be steady work, but its a JOB. sort of. it would be enough to get my parents off my back and make me a little bit of money. after that i have semi-formed plans to get the fuck out of my house. i have vague plans for tuesday, a babysitting job wednesday, movie and shopping plans thursday, and more movie plans friday.

this is shaping up to be the best freaking week of summer so far.
how sad is it that the prospect of driving on a weekday is making my week. whatever, i could care less--
i'm getting outtttttttttttttttttttttt :D

nothing of any interest has happened.
which is a little bit of a lie, but whatever.


in order of importance:

ONE: i got a job interview.
after applying to TWENTY-FOUR FUCKING PLACES, i have been asked [by an automated email, no less] to schedule myself for an interview at macy's in mission viejo. commence worrying/nervousness. hopefully my dedication to the bookstore [four years XD!] and my classy/aesthetically-pleasing resume will get me a job, because i need it. i don't really need the money, i just need to get out of my house on a semi-regular basis because parents/not having a car is making me crazy. mainly the pointless arguing with my parents about how i don't have a job yet and how i'm not trying hard enough that i can't help but translate into USELESS. DRAIN. WORTHLESS. but thankfully i can shut the fuck up about that for at least two days and focus on 1. interview clothes and 2. the interview. i'm nervous.

TWO: grades?
i did better this semester than first, but not by much. B, B , B , A-, A. i'm not that impressed, actually. eh.

THREE: um... i cleaned my room?
i have been stuck in this house too much. i miss being able to do what i want. i'm sick of having to ask to go EVERYWHERE, usually days in advance. i thought this summer would be better, but hopefully if i get a job i'll be able to do more [counter-intuitive, i know.]

FOUR: i beat resident evil 5. twice.
too. much. time.

FIVE: i've read eight or so books. in the past week.
i'm alone with my thoughts too much, so i fill my head with other worlds.


so essentially i'm underwhelmed with summer, i have no job, and i have plenty of book recommendations.
fantastic.